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Sometimes you just have to take a leap of faith. Make a decision and follow thru. Give yourself a timeline (maybe a year) and then evaluate your progress. Sometimes you have to stick it out to really see if it's something you will enjoy. Jump in, don't wade in. And then see how you feel.
You really need to help yourself, decide what you like to do or are good at and start on the journey to get yourself there. Stick to it.